Well here's my story.
During the month of November, I started to lose my interest in Star Wars. It progressed, so I didn't post much anymore on the Lakehouse. I guess I had a lot more on my mind. I had a crush on this one guy. He was new to our school and I soon developed an interest for him. So basically, I dropped everything to be with this guy. Stupid, right? Yeah, I know.
I got to know him better and texted him everyday. I thought he was going to ask me out, but never did. Then I found out he liked one of my friends. You couldn't believe how devastated I was. I was on my hands and knees waiting for him and he liked someone who didn't even care about him. It hurt me. I went through a very long grieving period. I thought I was depressed. Good news was that I wasn't.
So by now, Star Wars was completely out of the picture. I didn't feel like fangirling about it. I just wanted to sit in my room and feel sad. Just last month, I got over this guy and I am as happy as ever.
But, the sad thing is I'm not really a fan of Star Wars anymore. I replaced my need for fangirling in a different fandom. The One Direction fandom. I recently became obsessed with that band, and I have a really good friend who brought me into it that I fangirl with!(:
So I thought I'd let you know what was going on with me, since you guys haven't heard from me in over 6 months.